Well, im bored. AGAIN. so just know i was watching the flight simulator and kinda planning to try it out by myself. cool isnt it? haha

so anyway, i finished watching the big bang theory season 1, Eagle Eye, Virgin Territory, Reaper Season 1 and etc. can't remember all of them. haha well i kinda had fun today *totally random* and im lost of words. i dont know what to say anymore, feels like im not that interested to blog and im not intrested to tell stories. i prefer listening to them. god what's wrong with me, is it the side effect *slap slap*

yeeeeshhhhh...butterflies in my tummy. It tells me that something's going to happen and i have a hunch that it is not pretty. :/

Have a nice holiday everyone :)

dear god,
instead of craving for what i want,
can i just get them?
some things are meant to be,
while others they are not meant to be,
some people prefer to tell how they feel inside,
while others like to keep it untold.
to be or not to be,
that is the question! LOL

holiday is okay okay. now im enjoying it. movie marathon, Tv series, wohoo!! haha i just finished watching the Big bang theory. a must watch Tv Series. recommended to watch! nyehehe. now im planning to do the 70's show marathon from season 1 till 7 i think haha wohoo!!

see how bored my life is. got nothing to do. bummer

i am seriously bored. bored bored bored. it's the holiday. what do i expect. this happens during every holiday. when i feel like i wanna enjoy it, it turns out holiday's enjoying me. sigh. i need to go out :(

BWAHAHAHA It's mine!!!!!! lol. spent about a hundred plus on this. but i think it's worth it. (y) nyaha. im bored. wind please blow my boredom away.

tired. i just got back from naz's place. suppose to hang out at Nik's place but he wasn't there. so we decided to hang out at naz's. haha thanks for the drumstick!!!

done! i'll update it again next time.





Sometimes
the love was there,
Its just that it was not meant to be




And I seriously want to share this video with all of you! hahaha!

ONE DOWN ONE MORE TO GO!!!

Economics Assignment. DONE!!! haha one more to go. Management Accounting. Must finish tonight!! :( :(
and i miss you badly beautiful. and i know that things wont work out even though how much i try just to get your attention and how i much i adore you, it wont help me to get into your heart. I miss you as in seriously, and other things that im suppose to tell you, i'll keep it to myself.










life's not suppose to be fair.
If it is fair, then how we'll ever learn?
Stories about you and me never happen
and the rest is still unwritten.

Happy belated birthday dad. we love you! :)
and thanks for everything. especially last night's dinner :P

To people, you may be just a garden,
but there are times, moments that you never noticed,
that to one person, you may be his everything,
His World.

In regards to myself,
I hope that everything is worth reaching for.

I am currently doing my Economics assignments which is due in 4 days time. while i was doing some research about the topic Food Crisis, i saw this one article in questioned saying that "Does Food crisis have any connection with Terrorism?" and i was like shocked to see this article. Think outside the box people! how can you link terrorism with food crisis? they do suicide bombing in some food production factories is it? have a heart people. Every crisis which is going on around the world currently, people thinks that the terrorist cause all this. shit man. terrorist are unwanted people, yes but you can't blame them or link them to all of those shits that is currently happening around the world. why you people never think that some shitty person fucked up some documents that leads to those crisis? think people think!!

LOL!!!!!!

and welcome back naz :D

my current favourite video.

Bandar blacks!!! once you go black, you go home with a wheelchair!!!

Last week beach outing with some friends at Pantai Berakas. Thanks to Ajek for the video. now i miss outings. but so badly, that i miss you so. :) i'll see you next year.

9th December, Tuesday

i just got back from rugby training haha damn tiring man. but awesome!! anddddd season will start around january? haha thursday another training. woot woot!!

okay, sorry again for not updating but what the heck haha so guys and girls, i wont be updating much. i'll update it whenever i want to and whenever i feel like it. so anyway, what's up? haha i havent done my assignments yet which is due next week. both econs and management accounting. bummer and i have CAT mock exam this saturday. my friend Q just reminded me about that haha.

well, my current status, people kept on asking me. i am single and i do not have any intimate relationship with any girl. and about the girl which some of you readers might know, we don't have any "special" feelings. just friends alright?just because we're close to each other doesn't mean that we have something special between us. see i made that one clear so stop assuming things. haha

for some reason, i hate those thoughts that's been running through my head. bits and pieces of it. i don't know what's going to happen next. just wait, hope and pray. and whats worse, people start to think that im a bastard who plays around with girls. i know a person who thinks that im THAT kind of guy. well up to you guys. just don't judge me. i noticed that misrepresenting the information about someone is not that good. If u think that your proud for saying bad stuffs about me so go ahead. but say it infront of my face. if u only hear on one side of the story, that is not fair. if you know stories from both side then you know how it feels like to be in the situation. Just put yourself in my position, dealing with life the way i do, see things the way i do and to think about things just like me. i am pretty sure that YOUUU will understand what shits im going through right now.

sorry for being such a bother
but have you seen this girl?
she's been running through my dream.

I've got your picture.
now, im gonna miss you

sorry i haven't been updating my blog. links will be updated as soon as i have time to do so. so whats up?

been busy for the past few weeks. a lot of things to deal with, datelines to cover, functions to attend, outings, etc. basically, i was busy. and i just got back from singapore. *exaggerate much* hahaha kiding. i just got back from miri. decided to go there last minute but heck i did not find what im suppose to find.

aight, thats it for now. got no idea what to say anymore.

ohh btw, can someone sponsor me those items below please? :( as my birthday present lahh!!

i need it people!!! :( i can't afford it. for now. HAHA

26th November, Wednesday

how i wish i could tell you everything.

even the sunshines on you :)

25th November, Tuesday

damn....gonna get a hell lot of bruises tomorrow :/

a picture of me during the sports day event.

credits to HaniSham for the photo :)

my favourite sentence for today is.......... "you disgusting evil!!" ahaha wth. that really cracked me up this afternoon haha. made my dayyy.

i dont know why but i feel like a coward. but some how it makes me happy from where im standing coz there's always you and now i can see you everyday. even during weekends. it's getting deeper, deeper, deeeeeeperrrrr!! whoa, i think i love you. hahaha

off to sarmad's place!!!

24th November, Monday

whoaa!!!
now im starting to love college haha more activities to come!!
we actually enjoyed it. and here's what people have to say for the LCB sports/athletics day.

Click here for Brunei Times. and here for RanoAdidas. here's the thing, Borneo Bulletin got the wrong idea about the vendors stuff. It's actually student body selling the T-Shirt. Not some other vendors selling the T-Shirt.

thank you for all the support people. we appreciate it. :) here are some photos on that day uploaded by HaniiSham. Thanks for coming man :)

Click here.

and I did not wear a skirt!! HAHAHA shit lah u guys.

23rd November

LCB sports day was fun!!!! not to mention i got sunburnt HAHAHA!! i need a little bit of tan. sandi haha

happy birthday to me! 19. :)
started off with a call exactly at 12am last night! i did not expect her to call though but she did. thanks naq for the wishes. some early wishes also from friends. anddddd, thanks to everyone who wished me happy birthday.

ohh shit, something happened but im sooooooooooooooooo *5minutes later* ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo in denial man! hahaha damnit!

off to college in a few minutes.

16th November, Sunday

guys and girls. im sorry i haven't been updating. i am extremely busy with my studies right now. a shit load of assignments to be done in a very short time.

tomorrow. IT assignment dateline. bummer
The next day. Law assignment

*sigh*
i wish i could turn back time. :(

and im not counting the days. im not looking forward for my birthday. haha

Monday, 10th November

Today is one of the best yet craziest day of my life!! no argues about that one coz i seriously had fun even though it did not last long. hahaha it made my day.

but somehow, something pissed me off. Here's an image of a shoe from Nike that my friend forward to me via email.

Look at the white design carefully. The Nike company wrote Allah at the back of the shoes. This is serious people. It's a bad thing to do. Im not that sure whether the picture is genuine or not, but still i stick to my thoughts this seriously pissed me off.

WHY WHY WHY???

can't you two just leave the way i lead my life?
i understand the fact that you care for me but why the hell you have to control each and every move that i make.
you're not making things better, it's getting worse.

My point here is that, why not you two give me some space?
I need my social life.
I need my sports time.
I need SOME SPACE!!!
FUCK!!

Wednesday, 5th November

*sigh* tired

And congrats to Barack Obama for winning the election and he's the next president for USA.

MU vs Celtic later on.
Goodnight.

Sunday, 2nd Nov

LCB won against Majestic.
Score 5-4.
Comments on the game: Good game but i seriously hate the reff. dah tah mcm hitler. bias lgi. mati lah ko. aku nda offside pun ucap nya offside.

p/s: i still can't hide the fact that im still thinking about my late grandfather =S

Current mode: in a lot of pain with the assignments. i procrastinate alot nowadays.

Sunday, 2nd Nov

*sigh* i can't stop thinking about my late grandfather. A very big loss for me, my families, relatives and family friends.

Later going back to tutong for tahlil and insyaAllah if i can make it, mengaji kubur.
LCB Vs Majestic later. 3:30pm at belapan. Wish me and the teams a good l

Just trying to make myself happy and comfortable.
new skin :D

im blogging using my phone currently. Im at my aunt's house. My grandfather just passed away peacefully at 7.05pm. Sad, tears everywhere. I love my grand dad, but i rarely spent time with him. )= semoga roh nya d cucuri rahmat. Amin

*al fatihah*

Laksamana College Football Club Vs Majestic.

Venue: Padang Belapan
Date: 2nd November (sunday)
Time: 4pm

looking forward to this football match :D gosh i need to be as fit as i can get. i want to play full time again.

i had a bad start in the morning yesterday. woke up with a bad headache and saw sam waiting downstairs for an invitation to get inside my room HAHA wth. well, i had to run 12 laps i think or is it 9 coz i lost most of the badminton matches and its like a punishment for losing. haha damn man. early in the morning im already tired.

afternoon went to hakim's place to pick up the equipments for yean's rockNroll birthday party. it was a cool event though. (y) happy birthday moka. hahaha damn u!! why why why u have to wipe the cake on my face :( :( anyways, happy birthday :D a year left to be a teenager before u turn to a young adult :P HAHHAHA

I left around 10ish coz i cant bare the headache plus im not suppose to go back late since i went out and went back home late last week.

and im so happy today. im done with my assignment which is management *almost* HAHAHA and i have 2 more to do. god this is killing my free time =.=
Goodnight everyone.

i know this is a public space and any people can read my blog but im sorry to say that i have to swear. fuck man! its 2+am now. and i watched art of the devil. whoa its a pretty cool movie for a horror movie lover. every minute of the movie made my hair stand and give me goosebumps =S i'll rate it 7!

3 assignments are out. IT, Management and Law.
By this weekend, i should finish 2 out of 3 papers. which is IT and management. Goodluck to me. hahahah!

i have trouble sleeping again :/

and i just heard the news. The Malaysian rock band lefthanded's guitarist samad past away due to breathing difficulties and was pronounced dead upon arrival at ampang hospital. for more info you can log on to Leading To Rock's website on the forum section.

Al-fatihah. May Allah bless his soul.

damn. i just finished watching Long Khong 2 on my laptop. It was freaky i tell you! i almost vomit. damn damn damn *swearing* haha with all those bloods and special effects, it gave me goosebumps for awhile and i can't stop imagining weird stuff from the story like "what if it happens to me?" HAHAHA crazy shit.

Tomorrow. will be busy the whole day so dont expect me to be online at msn. Unless its after 9pm haha. cheers

and this type of guy is the reason why, you shouldn't bring your kids to theme parks or any playgrounds. they tend to do dodgy stuffs.

Okay, so i had fun today eventhough it was a bit boring in class but atleast something made my day till my cheeks got cramp. haha

a friend of mine mentioned marriage during college this afternoon. so i said to myself, why we should get married? and it pops onto my head when i saw this picture.



i think this is one of the reason WHY we shouldn't get married. haha not that im against marriage. its just that it freaks me out abit. hahaha

its 10pm. off to msn.

Procrastination takes place as i reach 900+ words left for my management's assignment =.= this is serious crap. and i mis-typed and eventually, miscalculated the amount of words left in my assignment in my previous post! It was actually 1200+ left =.= dammit. my english is already bad. and now my calculations. how this how this??!!

It's a good time to sleep. but i promised myself that i'll finish it by tonight or else i wont sleep :/

or.....atleast reach 1000+ words? :P HAHA

today's and last night

19th october. its friggin sunday :D

last night i went to niki's place at Manggis. we had BBQ there and all. That was the first party i enjoyed and also i've ever had with my close friends. Thanks for the invitation guys.

Assignment.
Management = 1042 words to go :S
must stop procrastinating =.=

will update it again soon.
Goodnight

17th October

I'm starting all over again. :)
so i made a new blog and currently its 2:02 and i seriously have trouble sleeping.

assignment in progress. i need to finish my Business Management assignment by saturday so i can start with my other assignment which is for now, Business Law assignment.

And welcome to my new blog :)